Although it was a long weekend, I did not travel to any races. The weekend was full of riding and excitement. Excitement of all types: laughing, crying, fear, pain. I experienced the whole spectrum. As I type this, my right eye is very dilated and blurred (I’m partially blinded) from my exciting commute today. But, my tale begins on Sunday.
An old man once told me as I sat by his bedside, many summers ago, that his dying wish would be to float up to the clouds. Three weeks ago, he made his peaceful journey. Sunday morning, a group of us drove up to Bolton, MA, an hour north, and did a ride called, “Climb the Clouds”. The ride goes all the way to the top of Wachusett, where the Fitchburg road race was held. We were all very tired that morning as Bill had held a wonderful BBQ the night before. We had been out late and were recovering from the “Chocolate dessert wine” that Keith had brought. It was amazing, but had effects for the morning after that included extreme fatigue. Keith was laughing. Aaron and I were cursing. The roads were hilly and crossed beautiful farm country. It was so beautiful, yet everyone was very quiet as we rode along. I felt like I was riding in Europe. The ride took us to the very top of Wachusette where you could look out and see the Boston skyline, 60 miles away. It took your breath away and a cool breeze blew. Autumn was coming. We rode back and I was getting fatigued. I held on. We had to enjoy the moment in the clouds.

The group after our 62 mile ride.
The ride took only the morning, and we were back to our apartment by 2pm. Aaron and I were so tired…the lack of sleep from the week had caught up to us. We slept for almost 3 hours, and when 5pm hit, I gasped awake and shot up from the pillow. It was time to get up. Se we watched a movie, had dinner, and then the first phone call, “Hi Aaron, it’s Mom, Grandma passed away at 5pm your time today.” I could see Aaron’s nostrils flaring as she spoke, but he didn’t cry. He never cries. Grace had been in the nursing home for years with alzheimer’s and had been going down hill, so we were expecting this and almost felt a sense of relief. “She’s in the clouds now,” I thought. The moment I had awaken from my sleep, she had taken her last breath.

We visited Grace after the wedding in December.
The afternoon turned to evening and we were almost ready to turn to bed when the second call came, “Hi Melissa, it’s your brother Mark. I was told to call you. Your cousin Brandy committed suicide this afternoon. I’m so sorry.” I was paralyzed. I barely knew her because she was so much older than I, but I could hardly believe that she would take her life. My eyes swelled.
The night was about to end in tears when Aaron checked his email. Our friend Pat had send out an email advertising a “recovery” ride for the following day. He had posted the definition of ‘recovery’ as to emphasise an easy spin. Aaron’s reply and the dialogue was as follows:
AARON:
How about this definition of ”recovery” from Urban Dictionary:
1. Recovery
1. A vague term used for the world’s oldest profession.
2. The act of prostitution.
3. Getting a john
-Hey Rhonda, where are you working now?
-Oh, I’ve been doing some recovery in Newark.
- ::puzzled:: hmmm…
Here is the Link: http://recovery.urbanup.com/1935249
I think I will go for a cross recovery ride….
KEITH:
I’m trying to reconcile your earlier definition of “recovery” in combination with the word “cross” . . . Hmmmm, lots of potential there for commentary of all sorts . . . I’ll just let your imaginations run wild.
AARON:
Funny Keith, very funny!
To better explain…Cross “recovery” rides are usually “Pimpin”
Also from urban dictionary…
Pimpin:
1) To work it with a member of the opposite sex
2) A compliment used when someone is wearing platinum chains, Fubu™
clothes, etc.
3) An object of high appeal
also see pimpette
1) Ricky is pimpin wit dem hoes
2) Damn dawg, your pimpin it with that chain
3) That Jaguar is pimpin
Oh Yea!!!
I laughed so hard my stomach hurt! The night ended with a smile.
Monday morning Aaron and I slept in, and got up to my inventive apple-oat waffles. They were inventive! Then we headed to the shop to work on our cross bikes for our epic “cross recovery” ride. My new cross bike wasn’t in yet, so I was trying to reconcile my orange-steel fixie. Aaron had gotten his new Trek a few days before so he was finishing building the bike. Our friend Robb stopped by and he was ready for the best cross “recovery” ride of his life!!

Aaron and I hitting the trails.
We hit all our favorite trails; rocks, mud, and dirt. We did it all! It was like life had been infused back into my body. My blood was flowing, I was laughing! We had burs all over our socks and our legs were freshly scratched from the branches. It felt so good to be dirty again. Cross season had officially begun! After what seemed like a quick moment in time, 2 hours had passed and we rode back to the shop. The shop is located across a busy intersection and you have to ride down a steep hill to get to the lights. Since I was riding my fixie, I had no brakes. The only thing slowing me down was my back-pedal motion. At the top of the hill Aaron commented, “Melissa, your front chain ring is so roached!!” “I know, tell me!” I laughted. “Well, be careful coming down the hill!” He said this before he and Robb took off. I’d gone down this hill a million times on my fixie, so it was nothing to me, but suddenly, it became my terror ride as I heard a “clink” sound and realized my chain had fallen off. “Oh-shit! I have no brakes!” I gasped. “AARON!!! AAAAARRRROOOONNN!!!” I screamed as I came plowing down the hill. The intersection was coming up. I swerved, trying to slow the bike. All the traffic! I looked to my left, there was Boch Collision Center. Nope, not crashing there. I looked to my right, there was a patch of grass and bushes. I screamed at Robb to watch out, as I went around him and turned into the grass and finally stopping in the bushes. I stood up without even a scratch, “I’m ALIVE!!! It feels so good to be alive!!” My heart was pounding. We finished off our ride with a refreshing Sam Adams and bourbon chaser.

I landed without a scratch...my new bike will have brakes.
After an exciting weekend, I had an early morning as I needed to be at the office by 7am. I ran out the apartment door, hopped on my bike and took off down the sidewalk. I wasn’t but 20 feet from the apartment when the commuter bus drove by and created a gust of wind that forced a small but irritating particle into my right eye. I thought nothing of it as I put my shades on and headed to work. But the morning dragged out as my eye was swollen and irritated beyond belief. I could barely focus at the meeting and the eye-wash would not take away the shard in my eye. I finally gave in and went to the optomotrist. It was a piece of metal. It had given me so much grief all morning. I returned to work wearing my Oakley’s as my eye was dilated and earned the nickname, “BONO.”
So there you are…our ride to the clouds and excitement for the weekend. Sometimes when you fall down, you just need to pick yourself up and try, try, try again. All it might take is a little research on urbandictionary.com to do the trick. Worked for me!
With love, for Grandma Grace and Brandy.
Funny I was chatting with a friend about this just the other day, we share the same views.